Assalamualaikum everyone :)
So here we go,I got some awesome and precious moment to share with you guys.I just got back from Mekah few days ago and Im keened to story moyi with the peeps bout it.
Im so lucky that i'd got a chance to perform my umrah at the age of eighteen.Thanks to my mom and dad for everything ^^ The culture at Mekah and Madinah are absolutely different from Malaysia.I love to be there because when we're met anyone even the 'stranger',we greet em with salam and even the cleaner at the hotel gave salam to us.Also in the lift when anyone came in mostly we or them 'll say Assalamualaikum :)
I feel so blessed,I told you.You wont feel depressed or resentful at the way you're treated.All the things that you have to do is go to the masjid and pray and pray.You'll be so close to the Creator and somehow you really hope that there is no tomorrow,cause you hate to leave so soon.I love to be in masjidil haram.You can see the kaabah with the muslim from all over the world did the tawaf and you can stay 24 hours in it if you wish.Iktikaf in masjidil haram,reciting the Quran and pray.Allah gives the pahala subhanallah..
The men at Mekah and Madinah,when they see well-favored women,they 'll say subhanallah,masyaallah.Unlikely at Malaysia 99% of Adams here will flirt and say '
awak..nak phone no' -_- That's what i observed haha.We wont and 'll never have a chance to see a handsome man like Adam Levine sobbing so hard in front of others.But I did.I saw this one kind charming man,probably from Iran crying at the Baqi' grave(at madinah).I was like OMJayyyy masyaallahhh.speechless and wordless.K.
Sometimes the circumstances that you have to go through make you mind grow matured.You'll not easily drowning into something bad when you have strong faith that Allah always by yourside.The miracles that happened to me when i was in mekah and all those other things,turned me into someone better than i was.2 weeks or so at there are not enough for me :( The reason why i said so can be answered only after you have been there,too.
The sky
When azan fill the air,we walking towards the masjid.None to see people walking in opposite direction.And after done the prayer,the crowds spilled out into the streets.
Inside of Masjidil Haram.
Tawaf
At Bukit Marwa after Saei
Me and Kak Maisarah.She had studied at France in chemical engineering course.Pretty and veryy down to earth :) She's the senior of
Anuar aka Kahunablog,you may not know who he is,but his blog really burst out my belly.
With my Abah.Bukit Uhud at the back..bukit dari syurga :)
Thats Achik my sista.Peace
Me againnn at JabalRahmah,the place where Adam and Hawa bertemu,a place untuk doa dapat jodoh.hihi
I learnt that,I dont have to wait for 'him' anymore,because if he is mine he'll come back to me and no need to couple or so whatever.Allah pegang hati kita and menyintai seseorang dalam diam adalah satu doa-Wawa said.hee
His name is Ustaz Raja Mohd Fadhil.All the makcik makcik and pakcik pakcik wanna make him as menantu becauuseeee he's purrfect -__-
Imma camwhore,so please don't puke now.You're so close to the end ! haha
Lemme tell you something,all the time when i was in mekah and madinah,i wore niqab(malaysian called it as purdah)And i loveeeee it so muchhh as people hardly and can't define my expression and can't point my flaws.lulz.K its not the point actually,kidding.haha.I just love it and i feel so safe and secure.I dont have the feeling of
'lets show off'.Just not at all.I love to wore jubah and abaya too.Feeling arab sangatt haha ;D
P/S : dedicated to Wawa Najwa hee.
Masjid Nabawi,Madinah.Makam Rasulullah inside it.
Meet eighteen club ^^ Her name is Rose Farhanna from Seremban.This is second time she did umrah.Her grandma passed away at Mekah 2 days after we arrived subhanallah.We become a good friend at the last minute before boarding.We keep a secret,which is funny indeed for both of us.We'll forever keep in touch insyaallah.Both of us said 'no
kitaorang x nak balik nak stay kat mekah je,sedih sangat nak tinggalkan everything here'
I found the biggg quran in the masjid at Jeddah airport.
Last,
I don't need to change myself.I just need to be someone better.Someone who put Allah at the first instead of boyfriend(no i dont have) or anything else,and parents after Allah.Ustaz said that the reason why you live today is to find and end up your life in Jannah.Dont be to obsess with dunia,because its just for a minute.I used to be a bad servant and till now,and even in years ahead I cant be a good hamba Allah,but I'll try...to be so close to it.I wanna be khusyuk in my salah and do things that lead me to His Jannah.Yes everyone can pray,but not all of us can have and gain khusyuk in our salah.
I make mistakes, Im out of control and at times hard to handle and sometimes I cant handle myself at my worst.Thats the fact.I hate people who piss me off and bla bla bla.But now I realise that I have to be indulgent like the saying goes 'assobruminaliman' (sabar itu separuh daripada iman) So cool down,and be a good girl bebeh! :)
Bye and assalamualaikum
